For once in my life, this song really applies to how I feel right now. I've climbed too high just to fall even greater. I just really wanted this AP score to feel like as though I'm not as academically smart as those people in my school, I'm still determined, that I was worth something after all. But now, seeing that even trying at my best, it still wasn't enough I don't know what I'm good at. I don't have any skill/talent or anything. I thought I could handle everything, I thought if I was determined I could do it all, but I can't. I just feel like, I'm not doing this planet any good use, and being a waste of carbon dioxide. I feel like I am comparing myself to a lot of people, because I'm trying to live up to there standards. I'm surrounded by successful people and its hard to realize and accept that I just don't belong with them. I've always mostly think optimistically about everything, I can see that I am an optimistic person but, reality hit me hard. I'm a dreamer, and I've been out of touch with reality. It took me too long to realize that I couldn't handle and balance everything. As much as I wanted too, I couldn't handle and focus on everything to be at my best. What hope is there for accomplishment when your best isn't even enough?
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aaw sweety =|
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